Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Exams are almost over. One paper left, and it's on monday. All I can say is... Jesus Abba.
I FREAKING WON'T RETAIN.
I would like a good book, which I don't have. A big comfy chair, which I don't have. Air-conditioned room, which I don't have. My ipod, which I have. Read for the entire day, take my mind off things for a bit, which I don't have the luxury of.
Speaking of luxury, it still irks me that they are selling it away. Saving up the cash? Right...... I am so tired, both mentally and emotionally. All part of His plans, but why is it so painful? Blessing of deu 28 over my life amen(:
Sometimes little things makes me feel insecure, but my Abba is always here for me.
I'm bored. I want to do something fun, try something new. Do anything but be alone, cause that when I know my thoughts and fears will surface. Abba, find me something to do please.
I can't cry, I can't complain, I can't say how I really feel. That's so not who I am, but just because you're telling me not to, I'm shutting up.
